I dislike/hate him/her?

During the R2ISE lesson,which was after assembly, i was called out by Ms Tan for STC talk, she is my class form teacher,teaches my class literature, as well as my house mistress.Walking slowly out of the classroom, looking at that scary look of her, smiling widely at me.Sweat began to pour down silently.I suddenly felt that i was called for oral when i was in primary school.

 

I quickly sat down rudely,dragging of chairs,body posture & all. I thought that i do not have to be so clumsy by doing clumsy things like greeting.Well, my class and I had already greeted Miss Maisara & Ms Tan. But I also have a strong feeling that STC would involve in the conduct reports.

Ok so & so. We had a little chat about hows life in secondary school. I'll skip that, because i know i will keep typing like forever until i can't complete my homework. And then, i would give a reason to my teacher that i did not finish my homework because i was blogging or maybe 'No Reason' & after that, don't ask me how would the teacher punish me.

Okay, During the STC talk, one of the questions that was hard to answer was, "I dislike/hate him/her?". Well, when i first came to this school. I would want to vomit straight after i saw my future classmates. I did not expect that of those unlively & monkey faces curlicues of my class except for my primary school friend, Shahrukh. From that day onwards, i regret choosing this school,like an ant struggling through a storm, didn't get the things that you wanted, forcing yourself to do so. Until the 4th day of school, i met 2 lively girls, giggling and playing together as if they were close friends & sisters. I start to realise that it wasn't bad at all. I recently founded out that my friend was a dramatist.

Getting back to the question, the person i hate is Ee Jay. You know why? The immediate thoughts are; I don't like his name, on the first day of school, when i first saw his face, i wanted to vomit, just like what i told you just now. Everytime when he scold me vulgarities & all, I just look at him, i don't smile, i don't react,just, normally looking at him. Then after school, on msn, he say that he doesnt like my face,like not happy like that. My face is normally like that because of my braces. If you're reading this now, then i hope you get a little info about me here. Weeks later, I got to know him better, he likes to show off & be the best, he's arrogant(i don't know what that means), he acts cool,selfish,likes to complain to Jun Jie/friends, he has no feelings towards others. Like.. when.. Ms Tan scolded me & Ee Jay because of copying. He don't feel guilty of what he did, he pointed to me straight that i copied him. That's not at all fair! I helped him on his drawing, he did not give me face! Okay whatever. i'm tired of talking about this shitty boy right now.I FEEL SICK!

If you think im racist,then whatever. I just hate his attitude & his looks. Well, other chinese/christian people are waaaaay better than him. 

I think i'm already out of topic . I'm just memorising my reasons to give to Ms Tan, so that i could change my place, so that i could reduce seeing that shitty face everyday. If, Ms Tan, if you are reading this now, please, i hope you understand how my situation is right now.

The end.